Ted Kooser. Photo credit: UNL Publications and Photography.
How fascinated a young person can be with the secret lives of his or her teachers.
I left junior high—middle school today—more than 60 years ago but still I occasionally wonder about the private lives of my algebra teacher, my science teacher, my English teachers, whose deep and abiding privacy I would have done anything to break through.
Here’s a poem by Fleda Brown from her University of Nebraska Press selected poems, “The Woods Are On Fire.”
Fayetteville Junior High
What happened was, when we weren’t looking Mr. Selby married Miss Lewis. We tried to think of it, tiptoed Mr. Selby, twirling the edges of blackboard numbers like the sweet-pea tendrils of his hair, all his calculations secretly yearning away from algebra, toward Miss Lewis, legs like stone pillars in the slick cave of the locker room, checking off the showered, the breasted, flat-chested. All this, another world we never dreamed of inside the bells, the changing of classes: Selby and Lewis, emerging from rooms 4 and 16, holding hands like prisoners seeing the sky after all those years. “Bertha,” he says. “Travis,” she says. The drawbridge of the hypotenuse opens, the free throw line skates forward, the old chain of being transcended in one good leap, worn floor creaking strange as angels. In homeroom, the smell of humans, rank, sprouting, yet this hope for us all.
Ted Kooser. Photo credit: UNL Publications and Photography.
How fascinated a young person can be with the secret lives of his or her teachers.
I left junior high—middle school today—more than 60 years ago but still I occasionally wonder about the private lives of my algebra teacher, my science teacher, my English teachers, whose deep and abiding privacy I would have done anything to break through.
Here’s a poem by Fleda Brown from her University of Nebraska Press selected poems, “The Woods Are On Fire.”
Fayetteville Junior High
What happened was, when we weren’t looking Mr. Selby married Miss Lewis. We tried to think of it, tiptoed Mr. Selby, twirling the edges of blackboard numbers like the sweet-pea tendrils of his hair, all his calculations secretly yearning away from algebra, toward Miss Lewis, legs like stone pillars in the slick cave of the locker room, checking off the showered, the breasted, flat-chested. All this, another world we never dreamed of inside the bells, the changing of classes: Selby and Lewis, emerging from rooms 4 and 16, holding hands like prisoners seeing the sky after all those years. “Bertha,” he says. “Travis,” she says. The drawbridge of the hypotenuse opens, the free throw line skates forward, the old chain of being transcended in one good leap, worn floor creaking strange as angels. In homeroom, the smell of humans, rank, sprouting, yet this hope for us all.